Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Day 1

The beginning.

Today I took my first 10 milligram dose of Lexapro, a selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor. I have big hopes for the imminent balance of my brain chemistry. I also have huge reservations about taking this step.

But I'm trying to stay focused on the glass being half full. I don't want to hear criticism in innocent comments and I don't want to wake up every night to go over my worry list. I want to feel like the good mother that people say I am. I want to lose my fear of emotions.

So this is the beginning.

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